Archive for March, 2009

Journal Entry for March 30 and 31

Tuesday, March 31st, 2009

Today we began our 21-hour journey to our next and final destination. It will take three trains and one bus to get there, finally arriving on Tuesday around noon.

Budapest train station

Budapest train station

Our third train was an overnighter. Remember the four-hour adventure Gene had buying tickets for this trip? Well, it continued in Budapest when we doublechecked with the conductor re: whether or not this was the right train before we boarded. The conversation went something like this:

G (Gene): Does this train go to Krakow?

TC (Train Conductor): Yes.

G: Thank you. (We picked up our suitcases and boarded the train.)

TC (from behind us): Show me teeckits. (We deboarded the train with our suitcases and showed him our tickets.)

TC: Yes. Dis da train. Come. (TC led us back onto the train and to our reserved sleeping compartment.)

G (wishing to triplecheck): This train stops in Krakow, correct?

TC: No! Dis train no stop in Krakow. It go to Warsaw. Show me teeckit.

G: The tickets say ‘Warsaw’ but it goes through Krakow to get to Warsaw. Will it stop there?

TC: No stop in Krakow.

G: I told the ticket agent that we wanted to go to Krakow and these are the tickets he gave me. What should I do?

TC: (shrugged) I dunno. Come vit me. (I stayed with the luggage while Gene and TC deboarded the train, walked along the platform past several cars, and disappeared. They returned minutes later having found a solution. Gene learned that the train would split during the night. The car with our reservations would head for Moscow! We had to move to a different car and pay an additional 42 Euros despite the fact that it was the ticket agent’s mistake. Sigh.)

Then came THE phone call. Our son called our cell phone to tell us the good news: his wife had safely delivered their wee son, Luke Timothy, 35 minutes prior! So, grandbaby #2 is safe and sound, albeit about 3 weeks early. Praise the Lord for this little life!

The night was a long one. Gene climbed onto the top bunk and promptly fell asleep. His ability to do so is truly a gift. I stayed on the bottom bunk and tried to sleep, but that’s as far as it got. My mind was filled with thoughts about the new grandbaby: What did he weigh? What does he look like? How will 15-month-old Anna respond to having a sibling? I could hardly contain my excitement.

Besides my having an emotional rush, the train rumbled and rocked, screeching to a stop and lurching to a start countless times until dawn broke and we pulled into Krakow. Within 20 minutes we’d boarded a lovely tour-type bus and were headed to Zakopane. “Thank You, Lord, for watching over us so faithfully and for giving us the blessing of Luke.”

“Go Away, Jesus”

Monday, March 30th, 2009

Luke 8:27-37 tells the story of Jesus casting out demons from the man in Gerasenes. A crowd soon heard about the episode and came to see for themselves what had happened. Their response baffles me: “And the whole crowd was afraid…and all the people in that region begged Jesus to go away and leave them alone, for a great wave of fear swept over them.”

Interesting, eh? Rather than celebrating the man’s healing and Jesus’ presence in their midst, the people felt afraid and begged Him to leave. Why did they do that? Why didn’t they beg Him to stay and do more miracles? Could it be because they couldn’t understand His power and His ways, and therefore felt uncomfortable in His presence? Could it be because He shook them from the norm, from the thought and life patterns to which they were accustomed, and they didn’t know what to do with that? What a loss.

I feel sad for these people. But I think the same thing still happens today. God knocks on our hearts and extends an invitation to get involved beyond the norm, beyond the ordinary, beyond the accustomed, and fear strikes our hearts. We hesitate and waver, and then tell Him to go away through our unbelief.

“God, forgive us for our unbelief. Replace our fear with faith in who You are. Change us from the inside so You can use us as instruments of change in the world around us. Give us hearts to celebrate Your presence and inexplicable ways. Amen.”

Journal Entry for March 28-29

Monday, March 30th, 2009

What an amazing weekend! The women’s conference was the first-ever for this church. They’d originally expected 60 attendees, but approximately 200 registered. Some ladies came from other churches in the city, but some drove for nearly 3 hours to get here.

I spoke on overcoming fear – the same theme that North American women are finding helpful. At the end of the third session, I invited them to write out those things that have caused them shame, pain, deep disappointment, or grief – anything that might be hindering them in their relationship with the Lord – and then nail it to a wooden cross at the front of the sanctuary.

Shame, blame, grief, disappointments -- nailed to the cross.

Shame, blame, grief, disappointments -- nailed to the cross.

After the first woman stepped forward, the rest poured into the aisles and inched their way to the front. Afterwards, one woman told me that no one addresses the issues that we spoke about, and it’s time to speak up as we did.

Ladies' conference in Kaposvar, Hungary

Ladies' conference in Kaposvar, Hungary

All messages were presented through my translator, Eszter. Everyone enjoyed a hearty laugh when she misunderstood the word dark (as in “As a little girl, I was afraid of the dark”). She translated me as saying, “As a little girl, I was afraid of the duck.”

The weekend held two other highlights. The first was visiting a 45-year-old lady in the local hospital on Saturday. She had registered for the conference, but last Tuesday she started having seizures and bleeding from her mouth. Her husband took her to the hospital, and doctors diagnosed her with a brain tumor. She had surgery on Thursday.

I wasn’t sure what to expect upon walking into her room, but any misgivings were quickly laid aside. She smiled warmly from her bed, and when I shook her hand, she continued to hold it in hers. We had a nice visit, with Eszter’s help, and then I was able to pray for her and her family. She had such a sweet attitude about her circumstances; my heart was blessed. Rather than complaining, she said, “I’m so thankful I didn’t suffer for long with this tumor. It came fast, and the doctors have already removed it.” Whether or not it was malignant has yet to be determined. She has five children.

The other highlight was that Gene spent time in jail on Sunday. Wait a minute – that didn’t sound right! What I mean is – he was able to minister to about 30 inmates in the local prison. This prison is a holding area of sorts, for those who are awaiting their trial and sentencing. Some are there for robbery, others for murder, and other such crimes.

They met in the corridor between the cells. After the male prisoners were seated, they were ordered to face forward. That’s when a half dozen female prisoners entered behind them and sat at the back. When the service ended, the women were led out before the men were allowed to turn around. Gene shared his testimony, and then the group wanted to ask questions about life in Canada. They knew only one thing about our country – that the flag has a maple leaf on it.

If Gene could have his way, he’d like to minister at this facility every Sunday, along with our IM friend Barb and the Hungarian believers who accompany her. And speaking of Barb – combine Billy Graham’s fervor for evangelism with the Energizer Bunny’s oomph, and you’ve got Barb Gorman. She’s in her late 60s, a widow for nearly 25 years. She stepped out in faith about 8 years ago and began serving the Lord in Hungary. She teaches English, shares the Gospel with children and adults in a variety of creative ways, is like a mother to the inmates at the prison, and the list goes on. She could sure use some coworkers, though, because the opportunities and spiritual needs are so numerous. Anyone out there who would love to partner with Barb in ministry?

Fear is a Big Deal, but God is Bigger

Friday, March 27th, 2009

Fear is a big deal to most people. That’s nothing new. It was a problem for the Israelites, too. Deuteronomy 7 tells the story of how God commanded the Israelites to conquer seven nations that outpowered them. Perhaps the very thought struck fear into their hearts, and they wondered how in the world they could ever go to battle against these nations and win (v. 17). (more…)

What is Compassion?

Friday, March 27th, 2009

What is compassion? Is it the equivalent of feeling sorry for the less fortunate? Is it crying with someone who’s experiencing a tough time?

I’m reading the book The Backward Life by Jarrod Jones. He writes, “In the original Greek language of the Bible, compassion means ‘a wrenching in the guts.’” (more…)

Journal Entry for Friday, March 27

Friday, March 27th, 2009

Enroute to Kaposvar, Hungary, as I write this. We’re seated in a comfortable train with a berth to ourselves again. We’re rolling through the Hungarian countryside with fields on either side of the tracks. Hmmm…we just stopped. (more…)

Journal Entry for Thursday, March 26

Friday, March 27th, 2009

I feel like I ate all day. Maybe that’s because I did. It all began with breakfast with an IM couple – Jeff and Andrea O’Connell. Until then, I didn’t realize that finding a restaurant open at 9 a.m. was unusual. Neither did I realize that finding a restaurant with a breakfast menu was also unusual.

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Journal Entry for Wednesday, March 25

Friday, March 27th, 2009

This was a quiet day in a guesthouse down the street from our IM missionaries, Brad and Karla Thiessen. Gene did our taxes, and I enjoyed some unrushed time in the Word and in preparing my talk for the women’s session at our upcoming spring conference.

I also got to do our laundry using a washing machine – yahoooo! I’m not being sarcastic here, honest.

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Watch our Words!

Friday, March 27th, 2009

Luke 6:45 says, “Whatever is in your heart determines what you say.” Ouch! This fits in well with yesterday’s travel blog. I admitted feeling stressed to the max when trying to make our connection and spilling the words to my husband in a not-so-respectful way: “Just get on the stinkin’ train!”

You may be wondering whether or not I considered praying about making that connection. I did pray, but for whatever reason, I thought worry might help our situation. My heart was filled with stress and fear, and my words reflected it.

Have you ever found yourself in a similar situation? Ever allowed your thought life to run amuck with critical thoughts about someone, with unthankful thoughts about your lot in life, with fearful thoughts about your future, your finances, your spouse or kids? Ever allowed those thoughts to influence your tongue?

Our words are to bring encouragement to others, to build up, to bring hope. In order for that to happen, our hearts must be filled with thoughts that naturally breed such words. The finger’s pointing at me for starters!

Further Thoughts on Fishing

Thursday, March 26th, 2009

An IM missionary working in Poland – Janna Forseth – emailed this morning to comment on Sunday’s devotional thoughts. Her insights are worth mentioning:

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