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Rural Romania

Saturday, July 2nd, 2011

Rural Romania

The Way I See Things

Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010

I’ve spent the last six weeks experimenting with various prescriptions for contact lenses. I finally found one that felt comfortable, but I couldn’t define anything more than a car’s length away. So, I traded those in for a different prescription, and guess what? I could see what the man in the moon was eating for breakfast. There was only one problem – my books and computer screen looked like fuzz. And so the process went on until I finally waved the white flag and decided to return to glasses.

I value being able to see life clearly…in more ways than one…but that doesn’t always happen. Sometimes situations come along that I just don’t “get.” For instance, why does God allow innocent Romanian children to be infected with HIV when they receive their childhood vaccinations? Why does He allow stage 3 ovarian cancer to strike the young woman recently married? Why does He allow a rare form of inoperable liver cancer to strike a mother with two young sons? I see suffering happen all around me, and sometimes it’s difficult to process.

Peter felt the same way. Matthew 16:21-23 says that Jesus told his disciples about His upcoming suffering, death, and resurrection. “But Peter took him aside and began to reprimand him for saying such things. ‘Heaven forbid, Lord,’ he said. ‘This will never happen to you!’” His response revealed limited spiritual vision. He simply didn’t see God’s sovereign plan for man’s redemption.

How did Jesus respond? He turned to Peter and said, “Get away from me, Satan! You are a dangerous trap to me. You are seeing things merely from a human point of view, not from God’s.”

My first impulse is to defend Peter. “C’mon, Jesus…give the guy a break. He loves You and doesn’t want to see You suffer and die.” But the more I ponder Jesus’ answer, the more I sense His fervor, His earnest and desperate desire for Peter to see suffering from God’s point of view. So vital is having a heavenly perspective that He called Peter “Satan” and said that looking at life from a human point of view made him a dangerous trap.

Jesus’ words force me to sit up and pay attention. Obviously seeing suffering from God’s point of view matters, and it matters a lot. When I’m tempted to look at pain and say, “Heaven forbid that this is happening. Make it go away!” then I need to ask myself whether I’m seeing it through my own short-sightedness or through God’s eternal lens.

Viewing suffering merely from a human point of view is a no-go, according to Jesus. Why? Perhaps because we might grow bitter. Angry. Cynical. We might fall into the trap of self-pity. We might limit God with our prayers. Or we might miss His purpose altogether.

God wants us to view suffering through His eyes because He has a purpose that reaches far beyond our limited imagination. Will you join me in asking Him to change our vision?

“Father, guard us from short-sightedness. When things happen that we don’t understand, please grant us the ability to see life from Your perspective. You are God; we are not. Amen.”

July 5

Tuesday, July 7th, 2009
On the Danube River, across from Serbia

On the Danube River, across from Serbia

Camp seems to be going better than anyone could have anticipated. A big thank-you to everyone who’s praying – we can tell we have prayer backing.

The weather is so hot that the glue holding my sandals together has melted! It’s a good thing I brought two pairs along. One will head for the trash tonight.

Yesterday – July 4 – about 15 staff and campers climbed into an open boat – like a giant rowboat with a little engine – and headed across the Danube River to explore an island. The boat belongs to the owner of the hotel where we’re staying, so he ferried us 15 minutes to our destination and then turned around to fetch the rest of our group. Before he could do that, however, a major thunderstorm rolled in. Lightning flashed, thunder cracked, a wind blew in, and the heavens opened and absolutely poured. Thankfully there was a stone structure that offered us shelter. There were windows but no glass, so it was hard to find a place to huddle from the elements. The floor was made of dirt, and horses had obviously visited recently. Add to that the element of sighting several poisonous snakes, and this was quite an adventure!

The storm blew over in about 15 minutes. It took another half hour, perhaps, before our boat could return to pick up. Apparently the police from Serbia had warned the owner and several local fishermen to stay off the water because of the danger of lightning.

Today, for crafts, we beaded bracelets. The girls loved this, beading into the wee hours of the morning. Three gave me bracelets they’d made. One of them had little alphabet block beads with the message “GRCEA END ALINA” (Grace and Alina). This gal is 22 – she was in a coma a couple of years ago and nearly died. To top it off, she suffered a stroke. As a result, she walks with difficulty. She has the most incredible eyes and high cheekbones – a beautiful girl on the outside, but on the inside, too. I wish I could post a picture of her, but I can’t do so without her permission.

The highlight of my day was having a heart-to-heart with one of our campers. When he was 14 years old, he learned that he’d contracted HIV when he was four months old. His mother had taken him to a clinic for treatment, but that’s where he received a shot with a contaminated needle. He’s not convinced yet that God exists, but he’s asking questions and looking for answers. My heart broke for him. He allowed me to pray for him when our conversation ended. If you would pray for him, too, it could make a difference between life and death for him. Also, pray specifically that he’ll find a job. He told me that in order to work at a grocery store, he will have to undergo mandatory blood testing, and he will test positive for HIV. No one will then hire him.

I have a hard time wrapping my mind around the cloud that these kids carry – being treated like lepers in their own society, knowing the disease could flare into full-blown AIDS at any time, reading about the latest updates for treatment but knowing they’ll never receive it, and so forth. We take so much for granted in North America. Too much.

The Harvest is Great; Workers are Few

Friday, April 10th, 2009

“The harvest is so great, but the workers are so few. Pray to the Lord who is in charge of the harvest, and ask him to send out more workers for his fields” (Luke 10:2).

I’ve heard this verse countless times but its truth is only now starting to grip my heart. I didn’t realize the size of the harvest until I got involved in Eastern European ministry. For instance, in a city of 300,000 there might be 2-3 evangelical churches and 200-300 believers. Ministry opportunities are endless – our missionaries are working with the homeless, orphans, prisoners, teens with HIV/AIDS, children who live in sewers, abused women and children, high-risk families, and the list goes on. They’re investing their lives in sharing the hope of Christ with those who have no hope, but they need coworkers to help carry the load. The harvest is so great, but the workers are so few.

Everyday, people in Eastern Europe and around the world are going into eternity without Christ. Do we, as western believers, really understand what this means? Do we really get it? If so, then our response ought to be as Isaiah’s was in Isaiah 6:8: “Here I am, send me!” No matter where He leads, no matter what it costs in personal sacrifice, time, and finances. Unconditional obedience based solely on what Christ has done for us.

Jesus’ words have become my prayer: “Send more workers for Your fields, Lord. The harvest is great but the workers are so few.”