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Addressing Fear in Romania

Monday, July 11th, 2011

Picture approximately 35 people ages 6 to 66 stuffed into a living room. Outside temperatures soar to nearly 100 degrees. The air conditioner struggles to make a difference, and sweat trickles.

One fellow plays guitar; another plays keyboard. One worship song rolls into another. Our North American team cannot understand the Romanian lyrics, but occasionally we recognize the tune and sing along in English. This must be a tiny taste of what heaven will be like.

I look around the room and see young people facing incredible challenges. And yet, despite those challenges, several close their eyes and raise their hands as they sing. They’re lost in worship. They shut out pain for the evening and focus on Jesus, their hope.

When the time comes for me to share a message, one of our career staff stands beside me and translates.
The words that I believe God wants me to speak deal with overcoming fear (surprise, surprise). This time I tell the story about David and Goliath as the basis. We read the Scriptures and discover the giant’s size and character. We learn about the negative voices that questioned David’s ability to fight the enemy. And we see David’s courageous response, rooted in his knowledge of God’s character and faithfulness.

The North American team members take turns being honest about fears they struggle with, and the kids listen intently. Then it’s their turn to talk. My heart breaks when one young man speaks up. “I’m afraid to die,” he blurts. This fellow, age 25, obviously “gets” this message.

I send an arrow prayer to heaven: God, give me the right words. I told him that I fear death, too. Actually, I don’t fear death itself because I know I’ll spend eternity in heaven thanks to what Jesus has done. No, death itself isn’t a scary thing for me, but I fear the process. The young man stares intently at me as I speak. I desperately want him to understand, so I tell a couple of personal stories related to death and dying.

My father passed away three years ago. Shortly before he died, he made comments about seeing Jesus waiting for him. No doubt, God’s presence was real to my dad as his life on earth came to an end.

My best childhood girlfriend moved to heaven three weeks ago. When I visited her a week before she passed away, she said, “I have peace.” On her wall hung a plaque with song lyrics burned into it: “He lives, He lives, Christ Jesus lives today. He walks with me and talks with me along life’s narrow way…” I tell the kids how God’s presence was real to my friend in her last days on earth, too. And I assure them that when death comes knocking, God will be with them, too, if they know Jesus.

The lesson time draws to a close and discussion ends. I leave the room feeling overwhelmed with gratitude at the opportunity to share God’s Word and hope with these precious young people. How many more are there just like them in this country? I’m not sure anyone really knows. Someone estimates 30,000 in western Romania alone.

Thirty thousand children, teens, and young adults who need to hear the Gospel of Jesus Christ and find hope in the midst of their desperate situation. “The harvest is plentiful but the laborers are few” has taken on new meaning.

Reflections from Romania

Friday, July 8th, 2011

It’s Friday morning as I write this. I’m sitting alone on a concrete patio that juts into the Danube River. Dozens of wee silver fish jump while hungry birds dive for breakfast. Across the river, I see the Serbia. Red roofs dot its landscape. Between here and there bob three small fishing boats, each manned by two villagers.

Frogs ribbet and birds sing. A neighbor hammers. Voices converse nearby in a language I cannot understand. Pigs snort, and a rooster crows.  A cowbell clangs as a villager leads his cow down the street towards a nearby field. The sun warms my back, and I pinch myself to see if this can really be true. How did my life take the turn that put me here today?

One of my prayers has been, “God, break my heart for what breaks Yours.” God heard, and He answered by sending me to serve teens and young adults in Romania. Beautiful people they are, but deeply wounded.

Their bodies carry a disease transmitted through infected blood and needles. Their hearts carry the burden of rejection  and hopelessness. And so we come to serve and love them. To hold and hug them. To do crafts, play silly games, laugh and cry with them. To provide a few days of concentrated respite, and to share Christ’s love through word and deed.

And they respond. Oh, how they respond!

I’m amazed at the transforming power of God’s love. Protective walls crumble. Facial expressions soften.  Eyes light up. Arms open to receive and give hugs. With some kids, we can communicate with words. With others, not. But we can always bridge the language barrier with smiles, laughter, gentle touch, and doing crafts. Who would think that pony beads, painted picture frames, and bottle rockets made from 2-litre plastic pop bottles could bridge the barrier so well?

Shooting bottle rockets

My mind cannot fathom the suffering these kids have known. Indignation fills me when I hear their stories, and I want to rescue them from their circumstances but I cannot. Instead, I’ll do what I can and, as we part ways soon, I’ll pray for God to strengthen, rescue, and heal them.

Psalm 146 has assumed new meaning for me this week. It says that God is the one “who gives justice to the oppressed and food to the hungry. The LORD frees the prisoners. The LORD opens the eyes of the blind. The LORD lifts the burdens of those bent beneath their loads. The LORD loves the righteous. The LORD protects the foreigners among us. He cares for the orphans and widows, but he frustrates the plans of the wicked.”

We do what we can to help, but ultimately the Lord is one who does the work. I want to cry, “Lord—can’t You do more?” No doubt He can, but He waits for His people to do more, too.

The kids left the camp yesterday, but we’ll see many of them today and tomorrow at the drop-in center. Tonight I’ll present a message at their church service. Pray that I’ll share the words that God wants them to hear.

Tomorrow we’ll simply be available for the kids all day at the drop-in center. There’s talk of having a BBQ there for them, too. Then come the good-byes and a gazillion more hugs. After that my hubby and I begin praying for God to raise up next year’s team.

Rural Romania

Saturday, July 2nd, 2011

Rural Romania

God Loves YOU!

Monday, June 27th, 2011

It's true!

The countdown is on. Within a few days, our British Airways jet will be wingin’ its way over the North Pole and landing in London enroute to Budapest. From there, we’ll travel by van into Romania. Only God knows what’s in store this summer as we once again have the privilege of loving and learning from teens and young adults with seriously compromised immune systems.

I wish you could all meet these young men and women. To call them courageous is an understatement. They face incredible odds, have few or no physical and medical resources, and still they laugh. They also worship in a way that could put most North American believers to shame.

I also wish I could post pictures so you could meet them via the internet, but that would risk confidentiality and potentially cause them undo hardship. And so, I’ll blog when I have internet access and try to describe what we’re doing and learning while being sensitive to my “kids’”situation. Honestly, I can hardly wait to give each one a great big hug!

Please pray for our team as we go. We have four women and three men. We’ll be teaching the Word, enjoying crafts, playing games, and becoming experts at the ministry of “hanging out.” It’s possible that we’ll visit infectious disease hospitals and do some ministry in outlying villages as well, although we haven’t heard those specifics from our career staff yet.

My to-do list is ‘way too long right now! I’m still working on a book proposal that needs to be turned over to my agent before Thursday and doing a gazillion other things, so I’m simply going to leave you to ponder two verses that really encouraged me this morning:

“The LORD is merciful and compassionate, slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love, ” and “The LORD is righteous in everything he does; he is filled with kindness” (Psalm 145:8,17).

You know what grabbed me when I read the verses? They share one common word: filled. The visual image is a goodie. Imagine—God is filled with both unfailing love and kindness. If Divine love and kindness were measured by the cup, it would overflow. There’s nothing skimpy about those qualities in His character.

This is the God who adopts us into His family. Can we trust such a One as this with every detail of our lives? Absolutely. Need we fear when we cannot see or understand? Never.

Have a great day, my friend. Know that this God, the One who’s filled with love and kindness, goes with you.

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Whose Perspective Do I Have?

Monday, January 31st, 2011

How must God feel about my perspective on my circumstances? Does He smile because I see them through His eyes? Or does He grieve because I see them through a limited, human lens?

Take today, for instance. I have a gazillion things on my to-do list because we’ve been out of town for 14 days in January. I’ve been waiting all weekend to attack this list, outlining my week’s schedule so I can meet deadlines. Trouble is, I woke this morning doing battle with a bronchial bug of some sort. A couple hours later, a phone call came, telling me about the death of a family friend. A wonderful unplanned Skype call with a missionary friend from Romania followed. Then an unexpected business call sent me down a two-hour detour. And so it goes.

Looking through my human lens, I see I haven’t deleted a single item from my well-organized to-do list. The lack of checkmarks make me feel like I haven’t accomplished anything today. But maybe I’m seeing it all wrong. Maybe I’m fulfilling exactly what God intends for today, and I simply need to adjust my perspective. Can you relate?

Having God’s perspective is so important. I see that in Matthew 16:22,23 where Peter reprimanded Christ for talking about His upcoming death. “Heaven forbid, Lord…this will never happen to you,” he said.

How did Jesus respond? “Jesus turned to Peter and said, ‘Get away from me, Satan! You are a dangerous trap to me. You are seeing things merely from a human point of view, not from God’s.’”

Yikes! Those are strong words. It’s obvious that Jesus isn’t impressed when we allow our human perspective to overrule God’s purposes. He’d much rather that we see life through God’s eyes because doing so enables us to fully engage in what He’s doing.

What circumstances are you dealing with right now? As you think about them, ask yourself whose perspective you have. If you’re seeing them from a human point of view, invite God to tweak your sight. As I look at my to-do list with its lack of checkmarks, I think I’d better do that right now.

Birthday in Romania

Friday, July 16th, 2010

After the kids left the camp, our team collected used sheets and towels from each room to help the venue staff, ate lunch and went for a walk through the village. Everyone who lives here is unemployed. Why? Because they all worked at a nearby precious metals mine that closed about five years ago. Nowadays they earn income by fishing on the Danube River and selling their catch to their neighbors and those who pass through the town. Every few feet along the main road through the village, we saw signs indicating fish for sale.

One of many big homes in the village.

I noticed many large houses along the road. That raised a question: How can the unemployed afford them? I asked one of our staff, and he explained that the owners made their money when the United Nations placed an oil embargo on Serbia during the civil war about 10 years ago. He said they transported gasoline across the Danube to the Serbian coast and sold it there for large profit. The Serbian coastal authorities never tried to stop them because they wanted the gasoline. The money earned from illegal sales provided the funding to build these houses with no debt. Now the owners are unemployed, but at least they won’t lose their houses.

When I’m overseas, watching people interact in the normal course of their day is one of my favorite things to do. (Someday I’d love to have a camera with a zoom lens so I can take facial photos without them noticing). This elderly lady was sitting on a bench in front of her house, creating a table runner. She seemed delighted that we stopped to admire her handiwork. She explained that she was copying a model, as seen in the picture. Then she began talking…and talking…and talking, oblivious to the fact that we couldn’t understand the majority of what she said.

The lady and I.

I strained to listen to her story and managed to pick up a few words because they sounded like French. By piecing bits and pieces together, I understood that one of her family members lives in Canada but she hasn’t seen him for a long time. Most of her family is dead and the government gives her little or no pension. From the looks of her house, she probably has no indoor plumbing.

Within a couple of minutes, tears filled the woman’s eyes and spilled down her cheeks. My heart broke for her. What do I do, God? I prayed. The answer came back, Pray for her. And so I did. I placed my hand on her shoulder and began praying aloud in English – that God would comfort her, provide for her needs and draw her to a saving knowledge of Himself.

Despite our language barrier, the woman seemed to understand. She pointed to the sky and repeated the Romanian word for God several times. Finally, when I sensed the time was right to leave, I kissed her on both cheeks according to custom and bid her goodbye. I walked away feeling guilty for my very blessed life and praying that God would show Himself to her in a tangible way.

Each time I minister overseas – especially in a country such as Romania – I struggle with feelings of guilt. My life seems so easy compared to some peoples’ existence. I never worry about having sufficient food or where I’ll lay my head. When I face medical issues, I see my doctor and have them dealt with as quickly as possible. I have family and friends and the freedom to stay in touch with them.

Others cannot imagine such a life. They’re fighting to survive. They have neither clean drinking water nor the luxury of hot showers. The lucky ones glean an education and then leave their homeland to work abroad and send money back to support their loved ones.

Today was my birthday. Meeting this woman and praying with her made my day special. I’ll face the next year with a renewed attitude of gratitude for God’s presence and provisions, and with a deeper burden to pray for the disenfranchised. “Thank You, God, for this special gift.”

God is Doing Good Things in Romania – Part 4

Thursday, July 15th, 2010

The bonding that happens in a few days between campers and ministry teams is difficult to understand until you’ve experienced it. Everyone exchanged hugs, hugs and more hugs when the van arrived to take the kids home. Many traded email addresses and Facebook identities. Most cried. We’ve shared jokes and laughter, worship and prayer, splashes in the pool, music, meals and more, and hearts have been knit together.

Saying goodbye to our new friends – in a way, our adopted sons and daughters – was difficult because there’s no guarantee we’ll see them again. Expense and distance lie between us, but thankfully with today’s technology we can stay in touch. That was my only consolation as I waved goodbye. My guess is that the kids feel the same way about leaving – several stuck their hands out the van windows and waved until the vehicle disappeared around a curve.

Team members have commented that this experience has helped them understand that people are similar no matter where we live. We all want to be loved. We all want to feel valued. And we all hate to say goodbye to those we care about.

My prayer is that relationships will continue to deepen over the next months via computer technology so that when we return in 2011, we’ll pick up where we left off as though separation had never happened.

“Thank You, God, for loving these kids. Thank You for promising to be their refuge and strength. Thank You for promising to be with them at all times no matter what they face. Please keep them safe. Provide for their physical, emotional, and spiritual needs. Send them daily reminders of Your love for them. And bring us back together again in the near future. Amen.”

God is Doing Good Things in Romania — Part 3

Wednesday, July 14th, 2010

There’s a spiritual battle going on at all times and in all places. Thankfully God has equipped us with everything we need to fight and win. Brian, the team member who presented the Bible lessons this week, spoke on this theme from Ephesians. He and his wife did a fantastic job using visual aids to drive the point home.

The first lesson was about using the sword of the Spirit. Each camper received a Romanian New Testament and was encouraged to read it. Brian explained that simply owning a Bible isn’t enough to fight the enemy; one must be familiar with what God says.   

The second lesson was about wearing the helmet of salvation. Each camper received a knitted winter hat to stress the importance of wearing this armor. Without it, Brian explained, we’re vulnerable to the enemy’s attacks.

The third lesson was about wearing the breastplate of righteousness. Brian explained that this means walking in obedience to God’s Word. Knowing what He says isn’t worth much unless we apply His truth to our lives. Each camper received a tee-shirt as a reminder to be obedient to God in everything.  

I believe God’s Word was presented clearly and in a relevant way this week. Several kids placed their saving faith in Jesus Christ. What a joy to see the peace in their eyes and the freedom on their faces. The kids have much to think about and we’re praying that they’ll remember these three simple but life-changing truths.

Bible-teacher Brian and hubby Gene demonstrating the "fight." Brian was dressed in his helmet and breastplate and used his sword. He won!

God is Doing Good Things in Romania – Part 2

Tuesday, July 13th, 2010

Homemade rocket launchers and two-liter soda bottles make for a ton of fun.

Before we left home, Gene made a gizmo designed to send water-filled soda bottles soaring for about 300 feet. He packed the launcher in a suitcase and brought it along (Canadian airport security searched that suitcase after we checked it at the Vancouver airport. Thankfully Gene had placed a note of explanation inside saying it was a child’s science experiment from NASA’s website). When we arrived at the camp venue, he collected bottles by searching the ditches for throwaways and having the kids drink a few bottles dry.

On Thursday morning, the kids cut triangular-shaped fins from lightweight cardboard and then used duct tape to hold them in place on the soda bottles. After lunch we walked to a nearby soccer field to launch them. What fun! The kids loved it. The delight on their faces made an unforgettable memory.

Launching bottle rockets

These young adults face such huge challenges in life. Their health is marginalized and some suffer from depression. Many are from families where alcoholism is a problem. Some are from broken families. One young man’s dad was murdered; others’ parents have died in car accidents or are working in countries such as Italy to earn income and they rarely visit home. Their stories break our hearts, and yet they laugh. Something as simple as shooting off bottle rockets brings sunshine to their lives. Loving these kids is so easy.

I’ve been especially delighted to see my cousin’s two teenage daughters mix and mingle with the campers. The 14-year-old taught a craft lesson about making wallets from bright-colored duct tape. The 17-year-old has been teaching kids how to play drums and guitar. Together they taught the girls how make friendship bracelets from embroidery floss. And then there was the soccer game between the guys while the girls enjoyed a spa afternoon.

Spa day at camp

Again, lots of laughter and good times building relationships.

Who wants to join us next year?

God is Doing Good Things in Romania – Part 1

Saturday, July 10th, 2010

Our internet access disappeared on Tuesday, July 6, so I’ve been unable to post updates from camp. But today’s Sunday and I have wireless for a few minutes so here goes! I wrote this piece on Wednesday, July 7th. More to come! I cannot post a picture of this young man nor reveal his name for privacy reasons.

Today I witnessed a young man transform.

Yesterday he wouldn’t talk. He was obviously happy to be here but he communicated only by pointing at things or motioning with his hands. I began to see his personality emerge during the afternoon worship service. At first he only listened to the songs. Before long, he began clapping in perfect rhythm. That seemed like major progress but the best was yet to come.

Later, after yet another card game with Gene and me, he asked – in Romanian – “How are you?” I was amazed to hear him speak but even more surprised when he repeated the phrase in French, English and Spanish. Then he threw in another sentence: “What is your name?” Again he spoke in four languages. I threw in a couple of English phrases to see what he’d do with them, and he instantly repeated me like a parrot with perfect articulation. Then I asked him if he had brothers and sisters. He couldn’t understand me when I asked him in English, so I repeated my question using my limited French. He immediately knew what I said and answered. From communicating with him only in hand gestures to speaking simple phrases in four languages overnight nearly blew me away.

This young man placed his saving faith in Jesus today. After a prayer time, I made him a bracelet with five colored beads: black, red, white, green and gold. Each color represented a part of God’s plan for salvation. One of our career missionaries translated the meaning of each bead to him. The young fellow responded with a wide grin. Then he pointed at the sky, put his hands together to indicate prayer and put his hand over his heart. Later he touched the elastic bracelet band, motioned as though cutting it with scissors and then shook his head to indicate that he would never do such a thing. Imagine the party in heaven today!

This little guy – I say little because he was small in stature – is 20 years old. Only God knows the pain he’s endured in his lifetime. He’s new to our staff, having been referred to them a couple of weeks ago by someone acquainted with their ministry. They’ve not had opportunity to get to know him yet. He has major problems with his spine and nearly all his upper teeth have fallen out. He’s a gypsy, and that alone brings multiple struggles associated with alcoholism, discrimination and poverty.

On our first day of camp, the kids painted small wooden boxes. He was the first to paint his. When finished, he left it on the table and walked away. The next day I handed it to him and tried to explain that it was his to keep. After two unsuccessful attempts, I asked a Romanian to translate for me. The boy looked confused even when hearing the explanation in his own language. Suddenly his entire face lit up. He pointed at the box and then at himself as if to ask, “For me? This is for me?” The translator and I nodded. He broke into a huge toothless grin, clutched the box and took it to his room for safe keeping. That box cost $1.25 at the Dollar Store, but it might well have been a treasure box made of gold and inlaid with jewels.

Our career staff will get to know this fellow better over time and his personal story will slowly emerge. He is only one of tens of thousands of such young people. And we have the privilege of spending several concentrated days with 18 of them. These are young people of whom the world is not worthy. They face huge challenges but they do so with courage. They inspire me to do the same with problems that pale in comparison to theirs. To stand and sing praise and worship choruses with them for 30 or 40 minutes is to catch a glimpse of heaven. The guitarist from the worship team had to leave camp for a day due to his work schedule, so that meant singing acappella. No problem. Believers and non-believers alike raised the rafters.

These kids have won my heart. I wish I could take them all home with me.

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